Thank you for breaking through the stigma of mental health and bringing forth such an important topic we don’t talk about enough. That is so awesome.
I don’t have much for advice, but more of an observation. You mentioned your recent 5.10 trad and 511c sport sends (congrats!) brought on temporary motivation. That tells me that you have strong external motivation. You can tap into that by using social apps like Strava for your workouts, where the Kudos from others can externally motivate one to get out the door. Alternatively, you can look into what your internal motivations are (ie: why do I love this sport?) I ponder this question regularly to add fuel to the fire of my motivation and purpose.